Diamond, I've been exactly were you are right now. You are placing your value on the acceptance of another person. You are a valuable person regardless of the actions taken by your H. I know its hard to imagine that you are love-able right now but you are. Start by learning to love yourself. This is a love that no one can take away. Then love your kids, your friends and even your H but don't let them be the center of your emotional universe.
If you like to read pick up a copy of Susan Anderson from abandonment to healing. Really helped me work through the issue of feeling worthless and unlovable.
_________________________ Me-41 W-39 M-15 yrs T-17 yrs D-12 S-9 S-8 B 5/08 S 1/09
