I'm exhausted. S6 woke up multiple times in the night and projectile puked all over our home. Also, when the kids finally fall asleep for a while, I am left wide awake and alone with my thoughts. I'd like to do a self-brainectomy right now. I've been spending most of the morning doing laundry and scrubbing stuff.
My IC going away for a few weeks was not the best timing. Have an appt with the IC on Monday and appt with the DB coach on Thursday. Need to seriously get it together. Having trouble with being present with the kids.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
