same house with someone who shows u nothing but disrespect. Once again, I acknowledge my errors and I am not trying to paint her as a monster but quite frankly I did not do some of the things that she is doing. I did not.
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It's only for the kids at this point. Only for the kids. I have almost gotten to the point that I cannot stand the sight of her. She pretty much disgusts me.
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I will date
All of this is coming from the angry part of you…
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I cannot sit here a just wait while she is off emotionally (and who knows if it is physical) finding satisfaction with another
And this is the major reason causing it.
Until you stop being angry because she is having an A, you will not be able to heal. Not because she is in the house, but because you are allowing her actions to keep you stuck.
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As so I do look at things from her perspective.
I am not so sure that you do…
How long did you live in the same house and show her disrespect? From her perspective that is?
Are you better than you W Eric? Honestly, just because you didn’t do the same things… Don’t you think she might have been just as hurt?
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Personally, I do not think that the M can be salvaged. Nor do I believe that a new M can come from this. At least not for a long time.
If this is truly what you believe, then you might as while file.
The phoenix rises from the ashes Eric…
Hard to believe but it is true and it is beautiful...
Just like a restored M can be beautiful, but you have to let it all die first…
You were doing much better than this...
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
