I haven't been sleeping well at all these last few days...maybe because H is coming home soon but I feel so tired.
I need some west and wewaxation (per elmer fudd)
This weekend is going to test me and I hope to pass. I don't expect anything from my H (it's my bday on saturday) ....and yes I really have no expectations.
Hope everyone has a good day.
Luv you all...
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
We all just got the generic text that H sends us. We haven't heard a peep from him in 4 days? anyway...he comes home tomorrow afternoon (ick) maybe that's why I've had a headache for two days LOL (i know i know G)
I'm still planning my escape on Saturday. I'm not sure yet what I'm doing but it has to be fun.
I hope everyone has a good night and I'll update tomorrow.
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
I'm still planning my escape on Saturday. I'm not sure yet what I'm doing but it has to be fun.
My bday is the same as yours . I'm going out for dinner and to listen to jazz with a couple of friends. Not really looking forward to it, unfortunately, but I guess it beats being alone on a saturday night stuck in a birthday pity party. Make your plans today!
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
I'm going out for dinner and to listen to jazz with a couple of friends. Not really looking forward to it, unfortunately, but I guess it beats being alone on a saturday night stuck in a birthday pity party. Make your plans today!
Flo I suggest that you do something totally radical and different on Saturday... something that involves a lot of FUN, FREEDOM and EXCITEMENT.
Recipe: 1) Arrange for someone to look after the kids the WHOLE day and night. 2) Start off the day with a facial, manicure, pedicure, leq wax, and maybe a Brazilian 3) From there move on to the boutiques and get yourself something hot and sexy 4) A long lunch with the party-pooper friends. 5) Next stop the hairdresser's for a new look. 6) Return home for a shower 7) Head out to a lively location for a full on PARTY with friends who know how to enjoy themselves...
What happens next depends on you.
And Luv, this applies to you too.
M:11 | T:12 | Status: Married 4C's of WAS communication: Cool, Calm, Collected and CONFIDENT
Recipe: 1) Arrange for someone to look after the kids the WHOLE day and night. 2) Start off the day with a facial, manicure, pedicure, leq wax, and maybe a Brazilian 3) From there move on to the boutiques and get yourself something hot and sexy 4) A long lunch with the party-pooper friends. 5) Next stop the hairdresser's for a new look. 6) Return home for a shower 7) Head out to a lively location for a full on PARTY with friends who know how to enjoy themselves...
What happens next depends on you.
And Luv, this applies to you too.
That's an ouchie of a birthday present!
M & H: 40 M: 5.5 T: 7.5 OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09 Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10