Lost - thank you. Yes I am detaching and becoming a better person but I still feel like I have but my life on hold for someone who right now show NO (and I mean NO) emotions towards me at all. I am just a wallet right now. Just a care taker and nothing more. In my opinon the only way to save myself may be to call it a day. I also need to heal and this is very tough to do in the same house with someone who shows u nothing but disrespect. Once again, I acknowledge my errors and I am not trying to paint her as a monster but quite frankly I did not do some of the things that she is doing. I did not.
It's only for the kids at this point. Only for the kids. I have almost gotten to the point that I cannot stand the sight of her. She pretty much disgusts me. Yet in a weird way I want to thank her for pushing me to finally address my issues. I guess my way of saying thank you is sitting here and dealing with this.
Personally, I do not think that the M can be salvaged. Nor do I believe that a new M can come from this. At least not for a long time.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
