Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

Thanks again for your comments, and I am still working on myself on those issues.

So, tomorrow we were scheduled for our Pre Trial conference, and now stbxw's L has asked to postpone due to family issues.

Great, so now that is getting pushed to April some time hopefully.

I am really struggling with anger this week, Monday AM was snow/sleet/rain, and I had to bring d9 back to school, and then to work in a car that shouldn't really be driven in the rain, let alone the snow, as I can't afford to fix the other car yet, and now that car has an engine problem, was misfiring in the rain.

I spent 3+ hours in the car commuting and trying to keep the car running so I can get to work to pay for my stbxw current lifestyle and a place where I can live with d9.

I was so angry I was shaking when I got to work, and glad that I had IC and Group IC yesterday so I could just vent.

I so do not want to be angry and bitter, and trying to fight that as best I can, and now we are getting delayed again. Tough to take.