"FIB, nothing has really changed since last time you felt it was hopeless. Only the way I look at it!"
And right there is a huge change!! So yes there has been something major that has shifted. YOU!! You set the tone, the pace. You are taking back some control.
As for your birthday, do all the wonderful things you want to do and don't waste time thinking about why he isn't there.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory