FIB, nothing has really changed since last time you felt it was hopeless. Only the way I look at it!
Today H took the kids to school because he woke up early and then got ready and left to drive to a city 4 hours away, the city that he went to on May 10 2007. May 13th when he came back I found that powerpoint email from her to him. They had been there together. He took our new one month SUV back then and took it to have it cleaned, it was brand new, less than a month's old actually. It struck me as odd and I guess thta's why I remembred I had his password. If I had been lucky, or patient I would found out the truth because she would have sent him more "private" emails. But I asked him that night and next day they set their private account... I was so close to having a nasty surprise and probably would have done something crazy...
I feel... upset. He didnt ask me to join him. He is coming back tommorow midnight, it's my Bday tommorow.
