Maynard. When you are Dark / DIM You do not find out about her crying. Meds I can understand. But the rest. Does not matter.
You are still second guessing yourself. You are still reacting. STOP. Your life. Take Control. You will not be able to emotionally prepair for this. You will break down again. And you will be in hell. But you need to walk through this.
You cannot handle contact nor hearing. So cut it out.
WTF do you care about spew and blaming.
Let them attack. Remain civil and do whats right.
If you continue to follow this path you will begin to hate this woman. And she was your wife. Do you want to hate a person forever?
Detach and move on with your life.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
