I know- I hate the fact that now she's finally able to experience her emotions...so much has happened.
There was a point in our conversation over the weekend where she said she "just couldn't share her feelings w/ me- for some reason it was hard for (her) to share them w/ ME." I guess she stressed me as opposed to OM.
WTF?! Spew and blaming no doubt.
I broke down a little this morning- just can't believe it's unfolding this way.
Overall feeling pretty good- still seeking out the L to get this done...of course also praying that W opens her eyes or connects the dots before it's too late.
Unfortunately I cannot wait for that to happen- emotionally preparing for the end.
Finances are a wreck and I feel that much will come out in this D- her villainizing me to her "paralegal friend" has fueled contempt and no doubt "get what you can whil you can" type attitude.
W is better than that, but she's surrounded herself w/ sabre-rattling anti-Maynard army of "me, me, me's."
