Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Thanks CW!
Well, tonight I left to go to my wine meet up which ended up being a HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT. I actually spent $30 on the cover for 3 tastes and 30 minutes! There were 100 people (literally!) and I didn't recognize the people I met from my last meet-up. I was underdressed and just felt very uncomfortable. So I left, called a friend and chatted for awhile, then took a long drive home. When I got home, WH didn't linger, but I noticed he emptied the dishwasher and cleaned some pots I had left in the sink. I think this means he wants to come back! (Just kidding- I am making fun of myself).

Seriously at one point I felt like I was in the Mean Girls movie because a group of girls asked me to take their picture. After I did, one said "I like your top...it's...fun!"

If you have seen the movie, OR if you are female, you know that is code for "OMG! What a HIDEOUS blouse you are wearing!" lol

It's okay...but tomorrow I won't see WH and will just hang out with S and find stuff for us to do. He needs another shot...we can also walk to the park...nothing thrilling.

However, I am aware that if WH divorces me, there are men who would want to date me! And that's all I will say about that! hee hee hee....