Running out of time.

[ClingingToHope]

I'd be interesed to see what would come out of a real conversation with her but I just can't see being the one to initiate just yet. My guess is I would just get more of the same and I really don't need more bad news.

Part of me wants so badly to just sit down and try to talk this out. It was last March when we had a real break through and everything was good between us for about two weeks.

But she's shown zero indication that anything has changed and I too feel I'd just be putting my heart out there for her to rip to shreds.

So I try to go as dark as possible -- although it's going to be hard this week -- theater and babysitting crap.