seperated a year

[hanging in there]

I think that your post came just in the nick of time. Im was already to text or call him and tell him to forget what i said Sat and I was done. Told you I have a problem with flip flopping. Patience has never been a virtue of mine, but I am determined not to repeat the same mistakes I have in the last year. I figured instead of contacting him I need to journal on the boards and reach out to the ones that will listen and not judge.

My question is do you think I have pushed and pursued too long and his mind is made up?

I understand that the right thing to do is going to be the one thing that feels the most uncomfortable. It feels like I have all the answers to the test but still managing to fail.