She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[Awoken]

Tonight, W sent me a text saying "call your lawyer, I can be out of the house in two weeks". I sent a very brief reply telling her I've scheduled a meeting with my lawyer for Thursday.

When I got home tonight, she was stomping around the kitchen. She is VERY angry. She said, "you said I never do anything, so now I am!" I guess she means that she is moving out. Since she was so upset, I took the kids out for dinner. Monday's are my night with the kids anyway, and I didn't want things to escalate.

I think a month ago I would've been so scared that her moving out would be the end of my chance to save my marriage. Now, I'm not as much scared, as sad that it's come to this. Of course, I won't be able to monitor her drinking, and I really shouldn't be anymore. I hope this change will do W some good, lead her to whatever she needs. Without her meds, and some way of addressing her drinking problem, I doubt she is going to find happiness.

I just need to keep moving forward.