But honestly if he were to come home tomorrow could you really handle it?
Could you continue to live your life with him if he came home without any remorse or apologies? I honestly think I could do this BND...when he did this the 1st time I would throw it i his face everytime we had a fight......now I know that was not the thing to do.....why would I of wanted to remind him of that time in our lives....I am much older since then and I have learned lots while I have been in here.....were you ready when Fred came home????? what have you done differently than what I have done.....I have been supporting myself and our daughter all by myself I have and am GAL maybe not what some people think GAL is but I like it....I did have to adjust some meds a couple of weeks ago but that has been done and am feeling better.... and I dont adore my husband , I love him he is not on my thoughts 24/7 any longer...I am a stronger christian than I have ever been......and I have learned from my past mistakes.......is anyone really ready when they come home...really ready.......oh and he is not latino mija he is white.....hadnt had the chance to post since friday.......BND you must be so proud of all your kids and all their accomplished......funny but I barely think of him any more during the day, only when I pray for him and you know what it sure does feel good......nice hearing from you BND...
