You are right, I want to make them for me. And I see now that I have started to double post. Hmmm didn't mean for that to happen but I guess I am going in the right direction. I want to make these changes for ME. I want to make sure that I make myself better so that I can stand on my own two feet if doomsday does come along. I want to be able to say I tried everything and can walk away with my head held high. But ultimately I want her to want to be back. Not just for me but for my kids. I think they deserve a whole family. Thank you for your advice and posting. It has helped a ton. And I will write it down and keep it in my pocket because I need to look at it alot.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."