OK..so I have a crazy wife; not ashamed to admit it. I hadn't been here in a long time so after my W told me last week that she wanted a D. "we need to take a leap of faith" she said. God told her that she needed to divorce to save me. Point is that is doesn't matter. I was ready; so I started a thread in Surviving. She was ready to give all sorts of concessions. I brought everything that she left in my house back to her house.
Now, she's changed her mind. "I only said that because I was afraid of hurting you." "I'm toxic to you" whatever...
So she had a breakdown...the world is crashing around her, I guess...She thinks we should live like we're married. In fact, her words; "we should give it 60 days to sh!t or get off the pot." Now "God has put this pit in stomach because he's trying to reach me. He wants me to work on the M now."
I have no idea where to head from here. On the one hand; I've always wanted to save my M. OTOH, I'm longing to be free of this batchitt! I truly do not have the money for a long battle in court; I barely have enough for a great L. So if she wants to fight it; she has thousands at her disposal from a trust fund. But if I let her back in and she then files; I could be a greater disadvantage...
