eric, I intend to change for me. I've been working out. Eating....more. lol. And playing with my children most of all. There are other things that I need to start but I am making them for me. It is hard to let go of things to God when you have been holding them close to your chest for so long. But I am re-learning what it is like to have Faith and Trust in my Lord and Savior. I don't know but maybe this is all happening because he wanted me to turn back to him? I don't really know who could? But you are right so right. And I don't want to make superficial changes because if this does all turn really sour then I want to be able to stand on my own two feet with my head held high.
Thank you for the prayers, I need them.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
