If you only knew how much your words meant to me today. I will always remember when I first started here I asked a “long time DBer” how long will it take? Their answer… As long as it takes…
Mr. Bond… James I presume… Sorry I had to do it…..
YES you are right. There has been no R talk in a while but the foundation has been being built to start it. Things are way better than they were years ago but I am my own worst enemy. I still jinx my own attitude sometimes. Today for instance I had a doctor’s appointment. I was over MIL house before and I mentioned something to her about it and she said “you need to take care of yourself” I answered back. Don’t worry If I go W will find someone to take care of her” MIL said “I don’t think W would marry again” Right away my mind goes into gear and thinks “being married to me was that bad”? Of course she probably just meant that W would not marry again with nothing to do with me but that is what my mind does to me sometimes. Ok back to your statement Mr. Bond...things have been stagnant. I have started re reading some of my books to get re calibrated and I have started some 180s again We have a wedding to go to this month and I think that is a great “Ice breaker” to start our R talks again. I was watching “Jeremiah” on TV today and at the end he always sends a note off to his dad. Today’s really got me thinking… Someday I look around and I just can’t win for losing. I want to surrender; wave the white flag and just give up. And then there are days like today. (When I read your posts) and I realize all I can hope for is small victories in the end they may be the ones that really count...
Have a great week everyone Doc
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