HHH, Hang in there - like Pearl says - you just have to feel it. Its natural to move through the grieving process in waves through this - its an ongoing pain. You will move back and forth through all the stages and sometimes be experiencing multiple ones at the same time!! Cut yourself some slack and remember - YOU have still done ALOT of work over the last year and YOU are a much better person than H will ever be!!
You are stronger than you think- forgive yourself !
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