She did decide to terminate her pregnancy. Morally, that is not the decision I thought she would make, but she did. I did not and will not judge her for that.
I received advice both for and against allowing her to move back in with us. I did allow that and she has been there since Friday the 26th. Our time together has been pleasant. She has stated more than once that we need to work on us, we need to 'make it work' and she wants to do that. She has apoligized numerous times for her actions and what that has put us (me and our daughters) through.
It's not exactly romance city at our house, but it is a start. If she had her way, I think she would want me forget everything that has happened and start over. I can't do that yet, but hopefully in time I can forgive completely.
I'm apprehensive and I'm truly going into this with no expectations, but in my heart I do beleive we will work this out and become 'husband and wife' again. Time will tell.
As I said in previous post though. If it doesn't work, I'll know I did everything I could and I'll be better equipped to handle it emotionally. I know I can live without her and raise my girls. I did it for 6 months!
