tried to be cheerful and find out in what way i could be attractive to girlfriend... not in at sexual way, but personally. not beeing one to fight with and so and.. cool, calm collectet... i am not good at it but i try... and yesterday she called me and told me that i could get the little gardenhouse, if she could get the money she has investet in it...
donīt know what worked.. if it was my new approach or her talking to mutual friends who told her that it was stupied to sell our dream, and if she was moving on, i might as well get it...
"lets see" has been her last few comments... donīt know what that means... thinks she is moving on... she keeps telling me. tells me time after time that we donīt fit togheter.. and i wonder why she has to tell me all the time...
confused.. yes i am... but takes one day at the time, and tries to find out what I WANT... last few years has been about what SHE wanted...
________ I Can I Will I Must!!this too shall pass! Me : 38 GF : 30 Bomb drop 25/1-1(day after my birthday) She moved out same day Packed stuff 28/1-10 Moved stuff 30/1-10 talk 3 times since
