No - dont worry - no offense taken. Couldn't get online this weekend - no internet in my new apartment yet. We did talk a bit together nicely on Fri when together - but then had a bit of a fight Friday night when we were talking and in a matter of minutes her blackberry and laptop messages overtook it and I sat and watched her go off into the electronic world and just like that - our conversation ended. It's going to be a tough long road - I know. Spent time with daughters this weekend - its really hard to be away from them too. A lot to write about - just cant do it right now so I'll have to try to get on here tomorrow at work - wanted to check in and let you know i'm still alive. One thing she did admit last night - she is "happier" now that I am out of the house - crushing blow but I did suck it up and take it home with me. Anyway - more tomorrow....


Me: 48
W: 47
M: 25 years T: 30 years
S24, D21, D11
Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09
Separated Feb 2010