SMcQ thanks for joining in on what like to call my reality TV show. I think your spin on the car repair is great. Too bold? I could see things going badly. I do like the way you think. Thanks.
huh? I have spent most of my life f'ing up and have never f'd up an oil change or getting a girl drunk. Those are 2 of the easiest things to do.
I'm in no way afraid to do it. I was under the impression something like this would be pursuing her. Will she see it as ploy? Not like that wouldn't stop me from doing it.
Ever poke fun at someone or make fun of someone, in a cocky way, a funny humorous type way, where you did it for your amusement? Couldn't you do that?
We talked about sex. She says she wants to come to me for it. Only if I can do it with out thinking it will change things. I think that is not right. Thoughts?
could you do her from time to time without thinking it will change things?
Good question. I have thought about it. I could give a better answer if I knew 100% she has not slept w/ OM.
If she has then I think it might be easier. I could detach myself from the emotions. But I could also in vision them together and there is no way I'm touching her.
In the heat of the moment when I grab a rubber, she will ask why. I don't say, because I don't trust you. Not getting laid that way. She could also shut me down because she has slept w/ him and knows if she asks me put one on that will be a dead give away.
I do need to get some, so I may have to get over it. Sex is a powerful weapon.
I thought I could do it without emotional involvment. The W and I had some of the best sex of our M in the last two months...now we are back on the D path.
The worst part...I really miss THAT sex, not necessarily her.
Damn...I had it made...she had her place...I had mine...we met a couple of times a week...on the slow path to R...
