Good question. I have thought about it. I could give a better answer if I knew 100% she has not slept w/ OM.
If she has then I think it might be easier. I could detach myself from the emotions. But I could also in vision them together and there is no way I'm touching her.
In the heat of the moment when I grab a rubber, she will ask why. I don't say, because I don't trust you. Not getting laid that way. She could also shut me down because she has slept w/ him and knows if she asks me put one on that will be a dead give away.
I do need to get some, so I may have to get over it. Sex is a powerful weapon.
