Having a bad Day

[newmama]

I'm just feeling completely hopeless today. It has been a week since I've done the DB and all I keep replaying over in my mind is all the things my husband has said to me over the past year. "It's just not there any more." "I'm not atrratcted to you and I can't help it." "I want to be excited when I come home." "I love you but I'm not in love with you." "I dont think I can try anymore".

My WH said the EXACT same things to me. In regard to sex, yep, stopped being able to get it up. In my case, all of the above was due to an A.

About PCOS...are you going to have any cysts removed? I had a big one, had it removed, and the weight started coming off again. I did have to try, but was able to lose 2-3 pounds a week exercising 5 days per week and eating less 6 days per week. Prior to the surgery, I was in your same boat.


And, one week of DB is just nothin'....this stuff takes a long time! I really think you should just do your best to avoid him for awhile and go back to doc to check out what is going in with your body (get more details) and stay busy. Post here!