I told her ... that she was a terrible c*&ksucker...
WOW. Alot of guys on this site are in for a long uphill battle. You? You threw yourself off a cliff. Sure you want to fight for this knowing you'll never get it again?
yeah, I think I'd be hard pressed (no pun intended) to root through the greeting cards at Walgreens and find a card that echoes this sentiment. This is why I'm so glad I don't drink. I think you could recover from this but one thing I'm learning here is although I consider myself a sensitive man, that sometimes the words we choose can really open deep wounds with the women in our lives, even if uttered unintentionally or without using any "filters".