..and another call to my cell phone.. and now an email saying 'hello?'. I need to address the question "are you saying you are no longer interested in trying?". I don't want to give him an impression either way.
Sorry, Lola -- just saw your urgent posts, and here I am telling "popping zit" stories.
I don't think there's any response necessary, but if you want to, maybe say "I'm no longer sure what I want, but I'm not prepared to talk about it yet. Still have some details to pull together, and I'll need a few more days."