i dont want to date anyone else. I still love my h but after what happened i see no hope. i put some of his crap outside for taking he found out and took off. he says he's going to court will find some girl to fill void i put in him.
i realized in hospital i have feelings for him and want my marriage.
now im back to beginning.
what am i supposed to do.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
