You women really understand me, many times spelling out exactly how I feel.
THIS is exactly how I feel too.. And it seems like he cares so little that he just blows it off. I asked him to let me go. I realize in his mind he already has, but in mine, I am still married. It is very difficult to move on when you are still married, whether it be on paper or in the mind.
Took the words right out of my mouth Lolal. I don't expect nor do I think that signing a piece of paper will make all of this magically disappear. For me, all that will mean is legally we aren't married. For me this is going to be a journey, one that is going to take time, probably longer than I anticipate. But such is life. The heart feels what it feels and unfortunately it can't be told how to feel, when to feel it, etc. I'm trying to do everything in my power to work through this and feel everything and not repress it.
