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I had been asking a friend of mine what she was doing this weekend, and felt like I kept getting blown off.


Totally relate. I stopped asking friends to do anything with me because I nearly always get blown off. It's a bad attitude but the rejection has been more than I can take. Just yesterday it happened again. I had made plans to go to an afternoon movie with a friend but she backed out on my 15 minutes before we were supposed to leave. So.....ICK!

The crying is very therapeutic even though it makes you feel like crud while it's happening. Love that you listed him that was in your phone! What's his ringer? I used to have Gabe listed as Dumba$$ and his ringer was "If I Only Had A Brain". It's now totally generic but that was a great stress reliever then.

Yep, I wouldn't wish this on anyone just so they could understand the grieving. Thankfully (or not so thankfully) my BFF went through this about 7 years ago and has been with me every step of the way even from 2,500 mile away.

Ramble away! You know we're here listening. HUGS!


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!