The adventure chronicles

[AFWAW]

Well, it's been a few weeks so I figured I'd update. Yes, my wife is home physically but not mentally I don't think. So far she has slept on the couch 98% of the time even though she knows I don't like that. We have not ML once. I have not pushed this issue but she keeps pushing for affection which I have given but have not gone overboard as I'm not ready to have my heart stomped on again.

I think she's pissed that I have refused to put our money together for now and she keeps on saying that the only reason I let her come home is for sex which is absolutely not true. She continues to go to counseling and reported to me that she and the counselor think that I let her come home because she was my plan B? I had to get clarification on that one. She explained that my choosing being with her was better in my mind that being with no one else? I almost laughed out loud but refrained from doing so. Truth be told, I was really starting to have a good time by myself.

So, it has been difficult and I am starting to question her true intentions about coming home. I cannot live as roommates. I'm trying to be patient but it is difficult.