Thank you, and yes you are totally right I do want myself to change but damn it is hard. Sometimes I just want to lie in bed with a billion blankets and just curl into a ball. It really blows. I want to do my 180s I just really need to start. I'm going to be going to a college this week for a tour so hopefully I'll be able to start to changing for me.
It is hard to be 'dark' or 'dim' when you have nothing but love for the other person. Where is Doc Brown when you need him? lol
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
