I broke down and had the h be there for the delivery. it was rough and got little better. he stayed with us in the hospital and day after we got home had a huge blow up.
in hospital he "said' he'd be there for how long it took, my family got upset and have backed away.
he left son and i for 8 hrs saying he'd be back in a few with d2.5, apologized but said he would do it again.
i need to get rid of any feelings i have for this immature man. he says he wants to be a drive by daddy and i said that is not going to happen.
he is here at current moment playing his lovely psp.
ok so i need to set some boundaries
get my emotions under control-way into post partum, no real support, h won't talk about it or support
i am medicated for anxiety, depression in reference to situation and how i deal with what comes at me
trying to heal
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
