She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[Awoken]

Tonight, I'm very done. My wife is so full of anger, hate, and bitterness for me, and I've learned to return the feelings.

It's likely that we never had a good marriage to save in the first place.

We talked briefly about details of our divorce, mostly agreeing about everything. But she is very angry, and spewed it. I asked her how long it would be until we could get the D done, and it really set her off. I wish I had stayed calm and collected, but I've just had enough. I unloaded. We ended the conversation.

I think the true measure of how done I am, is that I'm only worried if this will make the D negotiations harder. Not how it affects my chances for reconciliation.

2x4 me. I'm very sad about where I am now. Did I let it happen, did I let my feelings reach this point?