Bill-

thank you for your words and support.

it is tough to carry the weight when I feel sometimes like I'm kindof broken and hurting myself. (I hear jack saying "man up!"...ok Jack manning up)

but that will be the challenge. I always liked challenges. Now it is a different kind of challenge.

she has given me a bit of a game plan. we are both trying to stand on our own two feet this week-- I will support her however I can.

I did pretty well last week. but the rollercoaster threw me a bit this weekend. I've got a plan though... going to try and stick to it.

no. I will stick to it... try not... Do-- as Yoda once said.