Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

So my other thoughts. As I was re-reading Divorcebusting, I saw the section on goals. I don't think I have ever set any!
I mean some for myself, but not for what I want WH to do or say.
So I need to think about that...

and I was feeling kind of numb when I pictured WH one day saying he made a mistake and wanted to come back. I know I love him, but shouldn't I feel butterflies thinking of that? Instead I feel absolutely NOTHING! I wonder how long it would take for my body to feel again?

Well I am probably going to sign up for golf lessons again. This course by my house sells 4 one hour group lessons (ladies only) for a total of $39! It is to get women to golf! I went a couple of years ago but WH and I only went once after that. He is a decent player (I must admit it is a turn on to see him swing that club on the driver's range! Maybe that is what I should picture when I want feelings for him to return to my body, lol!)