Back here, for the second time... #69

[awest1217]

I feel for you. Especially in your situation, it has to be hard to believe and trust that H really is completely done with OW. You however are doing an awesome job. I think you have really found a new sense of resolve in what you are doing now, and focusing on the present is very good. Leaving the past for the MC is good so that she can make sure to mediate everything so it doesn't get too heated.

Live in the present and keep doing what is going to make you happy. It seems to be drawing H closer as you are happy because he is less threatened (same issue I have with my H...he is scared of me).

Be happy!