Where in the world did that come from !!!

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Yeah, it is a really big change. Maybe it's my morals catching up with me.

I took my M vows seriously, and regardless of what W has or hasn't done, I find myself technically in an A and breaking them.

I think part of it is feeling guilty about sleeping with another woman while I'm still married (and will be till at least August).

Also feeling a bit guilty with the kids. I rang them on the way to work this AM and they hadn't got themselves up so missed the bus. Since the bomb, I've been the parent whose been there for them ALL THE TIME, and now that I'm starting to do my own thing I guess I'm feeling that I'm letting them down a bit.

I know they should be able to get themselves organised, I mean they're 16 & 17 so I shouldn't have to be doing everything for them, I s'pose it will just take some time for me and them to adjust to changed responsibilities.

Thanks Pearl.