UGH. Fighting the urge SO hard to call and see how she is... Wanting to tell her I'm having a hard day/weekend.

Panicky anxious, but will not give in, posting here as a stop gap measure. Thanks to whoever sent me the link for dealing w/ BPD family! Spent the day reading about what I've been through I didn't realize how accurate it (mostly) is.

Hoping for better sleep tonight.

Eternal optimist


LBS (me):48
WAW:44
Married:11 T: 16
Separated: 02/10/10
Separated: one year first time, two years ago
Sitch: http://bit.ly/baqySm