Where in the world did that come from !!!

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So why am I so confused now.

What I know:

- I've completely dropped the rope with W and am happy for her.
- There's no way W is coming back.
- There's no way I could ever have her back - don't want her.
- The kids are OK with me & W going our separate ways.
- I'll be OK starting over no matter what happens with the house.
- I really enjoy being with Jo.
- She really enjoys being with me.
- The kids really like her.
- My family really like her.


I tossed and turned all night last night, don't think I got a minutes sleep. WTF is going on in my head ???