Thank you so much everyone for your support, encouragement and advice, I truly appreciate it. I will take all of your advice to heart. I've been reading Michele's books and this forum for months now and it has been a blessing. Michelle's advice and your stories helped me to crawl out of the back hole I was in for months following the bomb. It took me a long time to find the courage to actually register for this forum and make my first post.

I know that my first post is all about him as jack-thee-beans pointed out, but I had to start somewhere. I guess right now I need to unload everything. To write it down seams to help.

Thank you all, please stay with me.
I will continue to post the "history". I wish everyone all the best in their sitches. I will try to read them all and contribute my thoughts and encouragement. <3

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO