I feel your pain and my prayers are with you. This forum has been a lifesaver for me and I'm sure you will find all the support you need to get through this. It does get easier as the days go by, though it may seem impossible to believe right now.
All I can say is read the archives and resources, take a deep breath often, and trust yourself. You were guided to this site in one way or another, so you are meant to be here. Don't be afraid to post your feelings, good and bad, as we are all here for you. Someone on this forum (or all of us even) will have had the same feelings that you have and will be there to help you.
Patience and time are your friend, though it doesn't feel that way, I know.
Take care of yourself, be kind to yourself.
(((HUGS)))
~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~
My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#
