All I can do at this point is be patient and I told her that.
I realize, if I love her, I will give her the time she needs to become healthy and I will use this time to become healthy.
I am the typical workaholic male who, over time, shifted all the responsibility onto my wife while I focused on producing.
At this point, I know what I need to do but it still has a numbing affect. I dwell to much. I think about it constantly. I talk about it to much to her.
Living under the same roof is brutal as she is able to deal with her emotions and has moved forward. I continue to see the image of what I had and what I long for.
But even I know if it unhealthy to love someone in a one-sided relationship.
