We have been married for over 4 years, together for more than 12 years. We were probably too good to be true,we were each other's best friend. He decided he doesnt love me anymore and left me on New years day. our families and friends are completely shocked because this is so uncharachteristic of him. He said he wanted to start a family and I was ecstatic, because we put so much of our lives on hold, and sacrificed so much that past 2 years, he is a full time student in a CRNA program, and will be done this July. he is different to me now. I feel like I never really knew him. He left and said he has no regrets, and is happy (living at his parents, going to school, and lost most friends bc of this situation). I am completely distraught. I found out that the day we told everyone we were pregnant, he met up with a friend that night to tell him he was not in love with me anymore and wanted to leave. Now I am all alone, and living the life we dreamed of and built and the life he left behind. He has to be in love with someone else right?
I would do anything and everything to make it work. Part of me feels like I never really knew the real him anyways? I cant stop texting and calling.
