I choose to work late and get it done so I can GAL tomorrow. In my IC session, my C mentioned the same things that Cat, SA, and you OP just advised me of. Yes, my moods have been dictated by my H. I was doing okay for the last 3 days until early this morning.
Need to learn to just get out of bed on weekends and get up and running to keep myself busy. Need to reach out to more friends make plans with them on the weekends. I am running and I am in my first race in 2 weeks.
If my H is there at the house, then he can do what he likes. Can't say I won't think of him, but at this point, I am tired of having my feeling hurt. Being in the dark is good; I just need to learn how to deal with when HE calls.
Thank you all and I hope I have not disappointed any of you.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."