New Year & new thread

[ClingingToHope]

I struggle with that. I am at peace with myself. I'm pretty happy with how I've turned out, the general direction my life is going and what happened to the M. I realize this was probably inevitable, my W has such self esteem and depression issues that in the end overwhelmed our R.

BUT I still don't like to be alone for long stretches. I remember the alone times I did get during the M were gold. But now when I don't have the kids and I haven't found a way to fill my day, I do not like to be by myself. I like to talk, joke, have someone to hold.

I don't know what that says about me.