"Was I That bad a H that my W could not be happy? Was I REALLY that bad?"
Again, you and I are in similar places. Understanding intellectually the role we played in our M's doesn't necessarily help with the feelings. But time will.
This week has been especially hard, for no specific reason. I suspect it's part of the grieving/healing process. We both know that the future will be brighter, and we need to be patient and own these feelings.
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