Honestly when I think about it I want my wife to be here with me and my kids. I want to work things out. I want to be the husband I know I can be. It is worth the heart ache and worth the knot in my stomach. I just want to show her that I can be what she needs me to be. I am resolved through God to make my marriage work. I don't want my kids to know what it is like to see mommy and daddy split up. Today is the day that I make my choice, and my choice is GOD. I choose to love him and have him help me love her through him. Because what is love with out God? Honestly I have realized it is nothing. It is pitiful and shallow. I want a deep love with my wife and my kids. I want her to see me change and change I shall.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
