Is this piecing?

[Freckle6]

I'm glad your H is behaving himself! Don't worry about not being dark--that's probably a better tool for when he's being a jerk or you need that distance for whatever reason.

I know how you feel on the 2nd baby. I always thought I'd have more than one kid, but I guess it's not in the cards. It makes me very sad. Our whole mess started when I was pregnant. I don't think my H wants another and I doubt I would ever have enough trust or feel safe enough with him to be in that position again even if he did. My son constantly tells me how he wants a brother or sister. Last summer he declared he has an imaginary brother and sister. Their names are Dan and Elizabeth and seem to be big pains in the butt.